Message from a Retreat - October 2002

 

We are very honored and grateful to be participants with you in this sacred gathering of the flames and of the holy women. Because you are all holy - there are flames above all of you, wherever you sit. We want you to know this - first of all - this is very important. The flame is the soul, two part, found in the heart of who you are. That flame rises up like the flame of a candle and all the time you thought people couldn't see you. You may think that you hide the flame under a cloth so that no one will see you, but your light shines through the cloth, even as you feel it. People say, "there she is" - why would you hide under any kind of cloth? And that is anything surrounding any part of your body or your field to hide who you are from the world.

Don't you think others know who you are and can see? But we all walk around with our hands in front of our eyes thinking we don't see each other, but yet we see with our hearts. We are clear and people are true and open - why not let your flame shine brightly above all of you? You are all seekers of the truth, you are all seekers of who you are, and that inside of your heart and you all know who you are. It is like a child's game when you walk and say, "Where am I? Where am I? I don't know where I am," then you open your eyes and you're in your home, you're surrounded by those who love you.

We urge you to open your eyes, to see where you are. Have you not felt this place that you have been walking to these past months and these past years? We tell you right now, you are already there. You are used to not having your eyes open, you are used to having spirit eyes closed, to live in the darkness and the old way. The new way is to live and walk in the light so you may see all around you. You hear your hearing, the beautiful noises. Hear the birds - you hear the wind and you hear the talking.

Many of you hear that voice in your head - there are more than one voice in your head. If you have wondered what that voice is, that is the voice of your true self, the part that decided not to come into your physical body this lifetime so that you could learn what you need to know.

That is the voice that speaks to you in the darkness, reminding you of who you are, giving you courage to walk on. The time has come for all of yourself to inhabit your physical body. This is the miracle that is happening at this time - and that is full soul/spirit consciousness into the body. You have felt it along your spine, along your arms and legs. The strange electrical tingling, the shooting pains from time to time, oh, the headaches that can come, where we don't know where that is.

The aching in our ears and we put our hands over our ears to try to shut the noise out. But still it continues. What are they asking of us? What are our true selves asking of us? The first is to be totally open - we open the top of our heads and the light is able to come in. We open our hearts, we release all judgments to allow the light to shine through our heart. We lift our hands, palms up, to the sky, to allow light to come in through our hands to energize us.We allow our body to be open, that is to allow the light to flow freely through our body into Mother Earth, to nourish her, so that we in turn may be nourished by her.

This is our goal, this is what we are hoping for you - that is, total openness. With resistance comes pain - if you hold very tightly it makes all of your muscles, and all of your bones, and all of your body, everything inside, in tight readiness. But if we do not remain open, the light which flows and is flowing stronger and stronger and stronger, will crush and break through that which is not open. We ask you to release and open, to breathe, to breathe in light, to breathe in the new light that is coming at this time.

We call is crystal energy because it's building a crystal in your heart, it's changing your very DNA. You have thought about this from time to time - "I wonder what that feeling is inside myself, I don't feel like myself." But the truth is, you are very much more like yourself now that you ever have been, and you are becoming more like yourself with each step. That is the miracle, something that has never happened before in the universe. You are surrounded at this time by circles and circles and circles of beings from all over the universe that are witnessing this miraculous event that is taking place even as we are speaking.

Why did we want to come here tonight to speak to you? We want to give you hope - these are sad times, these are tense times, these are fearful times - they do not have to be. When our eyes look down, they see the dirt, we see the darkness. It's only when our eyes look up that we see the sun, and we see the moon and we see the stars and everything that is up in heaven to serve to guide us and help lead us to where we need to go. It is a path - it is a path of our choosing. Do we see the future? No - we create our own future.

We tell you now - all is unfolding exactly as is needed to unfold. Everything is in perfect order. You are never alone. These are all very important messages, for when you feel that you are cut off from the bottom, or cut off from the top, or cut off from the heart, it is an urging to go within and re-connect from soul down to the earth. We right here are physical form coming from the earth. We as souls, come to inhabit our physical form. This is impossible in and of itself.

The chemical changes taking place right now in your body are telling you something else that you need to know. This is real, this is not pretend, this is not your imagination. The voices you hear, the things you are beginning to see, the flashes of light out of the corner of your eyes, the circles in front of your eyes, the energy that you see around people, that you are beginning to see with spirit eagle eyes, hear with spirit canine ears. So that is not your imagination. We urge you to release your hands from their tight grip on the edges of the boat and we urge you to relax into the rhythm of the ocean and trust it is pulling you to the far shore where you need to go.

We have never been on the ocean before, we have never been to the new place where we are going, but we trust and we have faith that it's taking us where we need to go and we do not need to grip the oars and grip the paddles and grip the sides of the boat.

All is in perfect order. You all have work that you want to do. You all have work that you need to do and are called to do. The time is now to search your heart and go boldly - that which you call to you, you will receive. That which you need, you will receive. You are supported by mighty forces. They are behind you. You will be supported, even if you have done things in the past that have failed, that will not happen now. You know in your heart you have heard your calling. You are asked to step forth in faith into the next step, because you are warriors who are leading the call, shining your bright candle light flames so that others may see and follow and they do not need to be in the dark.

We urge you all to listen to the voice that will give you the perfect guidance for all that is unfolding. When you look outside and say, "What is happening? What is this? What is that? What is the reality?" you are beginning to see there is no reality, there is no common ground - everyone is seeing things in a new way. When we look to others to tell us, we do not get our answers that are true to our hearts. We urge you to go within, ask those same questions, knowing that you are the universe.

All of the universe is contained within you. Instead of going out into the world, we ask you to go into yourself to find your world. That is all there is. That is the only reality there is. To wake up to the trueness of who you are, and stand in love and in the light. We commend all you warriors for the strong work you do - we urge you to use your voice to speak. There is energy in your voice, there is energy in your eyes, there is energy in your touch. Throw off the blanket and allow yourself to be open in the world.

We support you as always, we love you as always, and we remain as always, by your sides. Thank you.

 

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