It is only with the express understanding that this dear one will transcribe all that we are about to say that we agree to be with you at this time. We would like to describe the current conditions under which this one has been operating for some time. She has willingly and lovingly accepted all that comes with work of this kind - agreed it is highly inspiring and important work, yet it comes with a cost, and that is to her privacy and her time. She is fidgeting while she is typing these words because she does not wish anyone to hear of these things, but because she has promised, we trust she will continue to type.

This one who is the carrier of these messages to you all is one who is full of the light. She is a special one because of her ability to open herself to these words and to this work - it is not a simple task, in fact it is a very difficult one, yet she does so because she loves the world and its inhabitants, and knows the current difficulties you are all undertaking. She does not know the full import of her work, or of anyone's work, for that matter, because all is being slowly revealed as is necessary for this portion of the new work. But we wish you all to know that these beings who are doing this work of messenger, so to speak, are doing good work that can be difficult at times. This one wants to be of service to every single being on the planet, and feels herself pulled at times, yet does not know how to pull herself back together, and that has been taking a private toll on her.

For those of you who are willing and able, we lovingly request that you spend a moment of your day to send her light, place her in the light and help her with the changes at this time. We thank you.

We would now like to speak of the current situation because we see that many feel that they are entering the darkness and have fears of any different kinds, ranging from fear of the world's end, to fear of encroaching invisible dangers coming closer and closer, just waiting to destroy you. We see these to be very real fears, but we will tell you a secret at this time. There is one who knows the answers to all of your current questions, there is one who will address each one of your concerns in order, there is one who knows you better than anyone else could ever know you. Who is that one? It is you. And we wish to address the current dilemma facing humankind at this time, and that is to wonder, "who's in charge?" The answer is simply "you are." You always have been, but have operated under the illusion that there is always someone else who is above you, whether they be in human form, or God form. That is the supreme illusion - there is no one above you, there is only that which is IN you, so we have something for you at this time.

We ask you to close your eyes and see a telephone in front of you. Put your hand on the receiver and pick it up - listen for the voice on the other end. If you don't hear it, just be patient - keep your ears open and listen. We say this to go beyond the exercise - ask for signs, communication, understanding to come into your life at this time, but then comes the hard part - YOU NEED TO PAY ATTENTION. If you ask a friend to call, then you're never home, you can never pick up the phone and talk to her. So - if you are asking for help, then wait for the phone call. We have been ringing and ringing, then look at all of you sitting frustrated in your homes wondering what is going on. We are here to help you, we are here to be of assistance during these times, and we hear you asking, but when we answer you, you don't seem to hear.

Why is this? Because your ears and eyes and heart may not be trained in these things, so we offer some more practical advice for you to try. For the next day, in the morning ask a question about something that has been bothering you. As you move through your day, keep your attention focused on this question, and be open to your environment and to its clues. We see that you will find your answer, but only if you have asked, and only if you are looking for it. Have you not noticed something, presumably for the first time, only to hear that it's been there, in that same spot, all along? Yes, this building has been here for 50 years, and I only noticed it yesterday - surely it wasn't there before. The information that you need surrounds you always, because you arrange it, you call it into your life and now you need to call it into your awareness. This will help you immensely, because it will lessen your frustration that "nothing makes any sense right now," but it surely does.

Another thing to try is to make a list of your current concerns, keep a running list for you will surely find more items as you open up to it. Now, in the morning when you awake, look at the list and ask that the answer to whatever question or concern you have, come to you sometime during that day, then be aware. This is similar to the first exercise, but different in that you are opening up to vast possibility, trusting that what you need to know will come to you. This is also a very important time for the dreamwork to help you. Again, we urge you to ask your question before falling asleep, and trust that the answer has come to you in your dreaming. If you awaken and can't figure out what running backwards toward a burning house means to you, then ask for guidance on a concrete to help you understand the information that has been transferred to you. Again, we urge you to be open to the feelings, to the energy of the dream itself rather than the literal images or symbols. That is of the old, this is of the new. And watch the people and events coming in and out of your lives - this is a time of great change, and will continue to be so until all is settled.

You could not build a house, and tear down a wall, then leave the wall torn down, with the dust and wall parts on the floor, and put the paint up on the torn down shell? No, you tear the whole wall down, then you haul away the debris and build the new, then decorate the new. You are still in the tearing down phase because the old has to be re-arranged in order to build the new. Have you not felt the changes taking place with your bodies at this time? It is as if you are building a new body for yourself, and if nothing seems to make sense, then that would be approaching the truth. Nothing based on what you "previously knew" makes any sense because most of what is occurring within you and within the world at this time is brand new - the Architect has laid Her plans out and is pointing her finger at the workers to carry out the building plan, and each of you is the architect of your soul. Each of you has the blueprint for your soul written upon your heart. Trust that the one who knows is helping each of you build your new home, for the old does not serve you anymore. It is leaky and dark and smells of the old, and the new is bright and open and full of love and fire.

If this is what you desire, the new, then believe, release and renew. Again we ask each of you if you are embracing your whole self at this time, or are you continuing in the old ways of "making do", or "getting by". We tell you these viewpoints will not hold up in the new world. Surviving is replaced by thriving, guessing is replaced by knowing, fear is replaced by peace. These are the current changes you are undergoing at this time, and if there is fear, we ask you to go into the light, and that is, to close your eyes, and feel the golden light pouring down on you. Feel it shine on your face and your whole body, then feel it enter the top of your head and fill your whole head with its beautiful peaceful light. Feel it flow down your throat and into your heart. See it golden and perfect and beautiful as it flows in your heart, feel it flow down into your stomach and down your arms. Feel it flow down your legs and into the earth. Become an open channel of light, for this is the Connection, this is your phone to the Source, this is your way of remaining clear and open for all that is occurring at this time.

This is a gift that you can give yourself any time of the day. It is always available and always powerful. If you have any questions, we urge you again to close your eyes and ask. The one who answers is the one who knows. And again, we tell you these plain and simple words - you are never alone. We would never leave you in these times. Would the mother bird leave her young nestlings to be eaten by the hawk? No, she stays. Would the mother deer leave her fawns in the forest to be hunted or eaten? No, she stays. So we stay with you, dear ones. If you feel that we have strayed, call us back, and we will come to you and reassure you - whisper into your ears that you are never alone, that we have never left your sides.